I am so sick of writing about waiting. This time it is a wait for the referral for radiation. It’s not like I’m longing to be zapped with X-rays but it is mid-March no and the longer I wait for this, the more the experience is going to eat into spring and potentially summer (with various after effects). I’d like to put this sh!t behind me. I can’t make any plans at the moment because I don’t know when those 3-4 weeks are going to happen. My language deteriorates at moments like this. I want to friggin’ scream. But all I can do is make a coffee and go outside at get a bit of air. Actually, going to vacuum the car. At least that has the potential to make me feel better.